life now.

My world has been turned upside down. Or rightside up, depending on how you look at it. Thing I took for granted are gone and more than I ever thought possible has changed. I now live in this strange limbo state, where sometimes I can't tell if I'm awake or asleep. It is all of my doing. I made the decision to stop going to school. It became excruciating to go for reasons even I am not fully aware of yet. The only thing I know right now is that things are going to change. I'm just not sure how.
These pictures are not meant to be beautiful or profound. They're jut pictures of what my life is right now. There is no better way to explain it. They are simply pictures of what is, in a time where all I do is try not to think about what isn't.